Fairytale

Good evening poet people.

I pushed out a poem tonight while pondering why often we push through our best instincts and alarm bells, and continue down a dark path. I thought about the nature of a fairytale, how the hero or heroine must be tested, and through that, valuable lessons are learned.

For me, it's often been the urge or need to feel alive, to shave off my corners and be new. Or a way into a place where I can use experience in my writing. In that way, I suppose, I'm a method writer. I must feel it to write it.

Most of all, I thought about this life, this drama and me. I thought about what it means to me to lose control and throw myself into the fast flowing stream. What it might mean if I did just that.


Fairytale

I must follow this silver slipway
in my hooded cloak
to the full moon through
the darkening forest.

It could be a forgone conclusion
that each twist will lead
to a rotten red apple core.
But I must know for sure.

Deeper I will go
to the candy-covered house.
It can have no charms on me,
not if I know
there's a witch within.

I can refuse to cage my brother.
I can refuse to stoke her fire.

And when she turns to bite, I'll run.

For I've left white pebbles
trailing my way home
by moonlight.

Morning Sonnet VII

So I made it to seven. Seven sonnets in seven days. Go, me!  It's been an interesting experience, as I feel I know the form so much better now. I still don't feel like I've managed a great sonnet this week, but I may have a few decent skeletons on which to build a meatier body.

I started off loving the Petrarchan sonnet so much more than the Shakespearean form, but I think I've changed my mind about that - I love the rhyming couplet at the end, it rounds off the poem so succinctly. So I hope you like my Sunday Sonnet: It's a Shakespearean one xx

There are no boundaries here, where the wind pulls

trees in the middle of a full Spring day,

bending the ash tree branches, pushes then sprawls

like there’s a way through, but the wind fades away.

I watch your fragile sleep, your breath unravels

a snoozy fragment that I want to hold

but I cannot catch or clasp its travels,

as it sweeps your eyelashes, you withhold.

Your grey Sunday mood, my wild rumpled dreams

emerge together through murkier mists,

striving as always to pull at my seams

and dancing before you, begs to be kissed.

The smallest lip twitch, the sweetest sigh,

we’ll continue to chase the bluest sky.

Morning Sonnet VI

Only had time for quickie this morning, so to speak (!), so please excuse the more rushed nature of this one.

I should probably say that I always revisit and edit poems after a short while of leaving them alone to breathe, so anything that is posted here is only ever a first flourish. But I've always loved the beauty of the first draft, the unconscious links that appear from the shadows, I have a dark mind.

I remember reading a Ted Hughes quote a few years ago where he described how he began a poem. He said that he picked a subject and just dived in. I think that amply describes the first draft process but as always the second, third.... twentieth draft can be a process, perhaps not of diving, but of swimming round testing the edges of the pool. A chance to find out just how deep you can go...

I hope you enjoy this one,
Love Kate x

You’re a whisper in the trembling trees,

a token won from an arcade game,

a sniff of riches mixed with fickle fame,

a beggar praying prostrate on his knees.

A fantasy place to go in my head,

the same old dream world spun out for years,

something to listen to, that you can’t hear,

a speech long written but never been said.

Or at least you like to think that’s so but

politicians spin makes you look honest

and nobody knows that more than me.

I see through the lies you weave and strut,

take account of words and time you invest,

people always see more than you think they see.

Morning Sonnet V

 This one is dedicated to my three beautiful children...

Still dearer to me than a full night’s sleep

Much more important than a painless life

Worth more than a raucous Saturday night

Fillers of my whole heart which makes me weep.

Dearer than a smooth teenage tummy

Worth the scar above my bikini line

The stripes on my belly have all been earned

Nourishing you all made me this mummy.

And now you’re all worth the driving around,

The haunting hormones that plague perfect minds,

The hours I spend on the Tesco website,

The endless washing machine’s round and round.

To watch you all grow up human and kind,

Willing to fight, and able to take flight.

Morning Sonnet IV

I've made it to the halfway point. Yay! And only a little cheat as the first line of today's came to me when I was watching a couple of teenagers on Plymouth Hoe last night.

*Disclaimer* Contains what some might consider a 'rude' word x Enjoy.


Morning Sonnet IV

He attempts seduction down on the Hoe

Tries to entice her with feeble remarks:

We’ll find a safe spot, nobody will know.

Go on, it’s secluded, it’ll be dark.

She leans on the edge of the raggedy cliff.

When will he learn that begging won’t do?

Whines are a turn off - he’ll not get a sniff,

Show her his lust and he just might break through.

Banter, a tease, is the way to her quim,

A strong hand in hers, a brisk moorland walk

Then she’d be tempted by nocturnal whim,

With a meeting of minds, intelligent talk.

Imploring is nothing more than a bore,

The biggest of turn-ons, the man who wants more.

Morning Sonnet III

Although strictly speaking this is an afternoon one! 

Sat at the Barbican, Plymouth, in my car - what else can I write about?

I'll add a picture tomorrow when I get a good one. 

A welcome relief from the personal, this one. Hope you like it xx

Ghostly press gangers slump still through these alleys,

Darkened walls that drip with muddy memories,

Absorber of guilt and grime in a time frieze,

The bricks hold ancient abductor's tallies.

Tall ships would've been hailed in this harbour,

Homeward bound sailors gilded with seasalt,

Ready to ahoy flagons of malt

And a quick bit of alleyway amour.

Not much has changed in this place by the sea,

The grumblings beneath the shiny new teeth,

That smile at the stranger, waiting to bite.

Bars burst with bluster, the same company,

Gloss on the top, resentment beneath,

But no Kings shilling at the end of your pint.

Morning Sonnet II

So, here's day 2. Amazing I made it this far ;-) 

The first line came to me today as I drove my children to school through the misty morning light. Hope you like it. Comment if you feel inspired xx

Morning Sonnet II

I spied the sun beyond the mist today,

the damp that chilled our bones momentary.

So I knew the trees that troubled our way

were just another flawed commentary.

I drove on, through the dawn, the windows down,

damp hair scrunched up, wild and wanton perhaps.

My eyes wide open, we approached the town,

I handed you our book of AA maps.

I always spy you sat there, outstretched hand

clasping mine tight in the gaps between gears,

holding on to me, like this was all planned,

the fog  just a blanket of fleeting fears.

Slip in beside me, close tight the front door,

show me where we’re going, ‘cause I want more.